7.05.2011

livin' the dream

i only use that term in the most ironic of ways. for instance, while carting immense trash cans down the street along navy pier, in the rain, with cars honking at you to move faster. that didn't happen today. today was its own monster. fuck it though. i just have to survive a minute longer, then see a girl on thursday. im gonna be broke for two weeks, because we got paid so close to rent, and barely had enough to cover it. food stamps are awol too, until the reapplication moves through the city sewer far enough to spark some action. mid-july we'll be golden, but until then... yech. i want to fast-forward.

thursday. thursday the next day off, when i should be sleeping and relaxing when instead i'll probably be slumming with a girl who i... probably won't sleep with. upside i won't have money to drink, so it's still on the table. i'm sure the world will get in the way somehow.

so be it.

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